Totally. It’s the moment you really understand the meaning of life in a way you never imagined possible. Thank you for being so open and generous with your struggle.
You are not alone in this. And things will get better. The past couple of years have been unimaginable horror and my writing saved my life. If I didn’t have this outlet — I am not sure where I would be now.
People call on God — I call on my ability to flush out the gunk by channeling my energy towards what I do best.
I do think that believing in something is worth the time. I am actively pursuing that outlet.