Oh Lord, I Know I Haven’t Given You Thorough Attention
I have been distant and unyielding
It’s because my thoughts have been racing
Through the day, and into the night
I haven’t been able to control my urges
And I don’t understand you still
I know you love me no matter what
And even though I quickly utter words of praise and convenience
You still accommodate my desires and refute my inconsistencies
I want to love you more, Lord
I want to be committed to you
Again
I always seek your guidance and care when I need it the most
When I am at the forefront of wondrous possibilities
That will manifest only if I beg thee for mercy
I want this job, Lord, I need this job
But only if it is by your own design
Let your will be done
Forgive me for only acknowledging your magnificence when I’m down to the wire
I’m not perfect, Lord
Which is why your love for me is perfection
I need to be broken to feel you intensely
I need to be desperate to be in awe of you
I need this day to be the beginning of another requited establishment
Forgive my sins and cleanse me from all unrighteousness
I commit myself to thee, Oh Lord
I ask that today will flow according to your will
And I pray for mercy and grace
In the mighty name of Jesus, I pray
Amen