I think that ultimately — I’m responsible for my trajectory and I’m aware that I haven’t always made the right decisions.

I’m exploring what it is I really want and until that manifests — I will continue to spin around in circles. I feel quite validated in the ways that don’t necessarily toss cold hard cash in my account.

I’m not “decaying” by any means. This piece was really my way of exposing the state of the job market based on my experience as a job seeker in an industry that used to oblige.

A book is likely — thanks for suggesting and thanks for the compliment about my writing.