I love this! I respect your beliefs and you express it beautifully. I’m still in the midst of figuring out my version of spirituality that works for me and I’m finding a lot of comfort in Buddhism.
My background with Christianity certainly didn’t help to endear me to the concepts that were force fed, but I do realize that humans have a tendency to distort what should be beautified without callous judgments and the sting of hypocrisy.
I do think it’s vital to believe in something, whatever it may be. That’s key to survival — at least for me.